Not a lot to report. I went for more b/w today and my hcg level is now 85. Yep. That would be the wrong direction. I will go back at the beginning of next week for more b/w. My arms are starting to look like those of an IV drug user. Lovely. I have been doing fairly well from an emotional standpoint. I have my moments. There are times when I feel very alone. Those are my worst moments. I'm trying not to think of myself as being pregnant. But that is not always possible. I also get really down when I think about moving forward and how long it might take for me to get pregnant again. I'm also still dreading the whole bleeding that will eventually happen. I wish I could just snap my fingers and get a "do over". But that is not going to happen. So it is one foot in front of the other at the moment. We will see what next week brings.
Mary
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