I still don't understand where things went wrong. And most days I can sweep the thoughts from my mind. But other days something reminds me of what should be. There is not a day that goes by that I don't look at Jakob and Alex and silently beg them to always be there for each other. I know I can't control the extent of their relationship in the future. I know as a parent I have to let go of control over so many different things. I've watched my parents let go of so much. I guess I can only pray that they understand the power of their bond. And hope that their love for one another is unconditional. I have added this prayer to my list. Another prayer on my list ... That one day my twin brother will reach over and grab my hand once again.
Mary
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